Tears

Watching the end of this movie and it was about an African American teen moving in with a white family after his Aunt died. He was a part of their family they all loved each other. The Grandfather who was a little old school was a hard piece of work and not until the end when the teens mom had finally decided to come get him and take him away from his 2nd family did the Grandpa run after the car and tell the teen to always remember he had a home there with them that he was family now. I balled my eyes out in fact I am still crying. Yes it was sweet and could have been a tear jerker but I feel I am crying because I still don't have a home of my own. I feel since my Grandma died so long ago that I was on my own. As long as she was alive she was home and if I needed a place to go I could go back home. Being technically homeless these past 3 almost 4 years has been really hard. I just hope and pray that soon, really really soon we find our home. A place where we can set up as ours and not have to worry about when we are going to be kicked out by some psycho redheaded home owner, or wonder if the over priced weekly rent will get paid! When we lived at the motel rent was over $1500 a month! Now there is an apartment right across the street from our son's school and its a one bedroom for $800! More then likely they want us to make double or triple the rent regardless if we can afford to pay $800 a month just fine since the Hunners gets his Unemployment and me getting Child Support and a little big of cash aid for a few months. I am going to look it up and call them. Wish me luck and pray for us if you believe!
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