A New Year Begins

So I turned 36 years old yesterday. I keep saying I have let go of the past, but I don't think I really have. I want to, let it all go, because if I don't I really can't move on to the present or the future. So I am going to give it a try. Also I am going to take the Love Dare from the movie Fireproof. I think that it will not only help my marriage but also my relationship with my son. We don't have a bad marriage or a bad relationship with my son I just think following through and really working on each day will help me mellow out and relax so I can be a better wife and mother. I am slowly losing the extreme amount of weight I have gained throughout my life, I was 413lbs at my OBGYN appointment On October 22nd. Unintentionally I have been eating smaller meals more often, my activity level still sucks, but I need to force myself to make it happen at least 45 minutes everyday. I'm not going to lie, this probably means walking back and forth up and down the hallways here in the apartments for a while then around the block and up and down the stairs after I master each step. Once I'm not gasping for breath Ill take it to the park, let Joshua ride his bike while I walk faster around the built in sidewalk track, eventually I am going to start RUNNING! Scary thought I know but if the fatties ( I say this affectionately because I am one) on Extreme Weight Loss Can Run their first day with Chris then I can start running after I master walking for exercise and not necessity, but then again exercise IS a necessity too! I'm very excited. OK So I feel like a new speed for this Blog and a new hope for my life!